i always hate this time of year.

the silence.

the loneliness.

the looking back on the last 330 days or so, and taking note of the gains and losses.

realizing that the losses far outweigh the gains.

remembering this time last year and thinking how everything would change.

looking back from this year and realize everything is the same.

maybe 2012 will be different.

one foot in front of the other.